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Thursday, October 28, 2010

Draft One.

And now I left you standing there...
Under the cold-lit night.
Even the brightness of the moon is nothing without you by my side.
Even the sweetest flower withers.
Even I don't know what I have done.

But please do understand...
But then, it's confusing.
For me to say I love you.
For me to say I won't give up.
And in one snap of fate,
all is gone.

All. Nothing.
I'm left with nothing.
Nothing but our sweetest memories.
Sweet memories that seemed to happen just yesterday.
Yesterday that seemed so long.

You were my lover.
I, too, was yours.
We were once so strong.
But I gave it all up.

I gave it all up not because I don't love you.
Or maybe I do.

In midair you hang
With nothing but my sweet lies.
In darkness I walk.
With nothing but tears on my eyes.

I love you.
But I love myself, too.
I love you.
But I guess it wasn't enough.
I love you.
But we're not who we were before.

Originally created on the 20th of October 2010 at 9:17 pm for someone whose heart I broke. Well, time pass. Feelings change, people as well. Recently, I realize that I did not really love him... or maybe I do. I don't know.

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